Sunset Over the Mekong River

Saturday, April 18, 2020

What is Worship?

Back about 20 to 30 years ago there began something that came to called worship wars in many churches. People would argue about what kind of music to play in the churches. This was serious business and many churches split as a result.

The problem I had with the worship wars was that, in my mind they weren't even arguing about the right thing. Why were they confusing music with worship? Even famed song writer Matt Redman was convicted by this and, somewhat ironically, wrote a song about it called Heart of Worship.

There are two common root words that are translated as worship in the Bible. One of those is to serve (Hebrew ʿāb̠ad̠ (עָבַד‎) and Greek latreúō (λατρεύω)).
The other more common term has to do with prostrating oneself (Hebrew sha̠hāh (שָׁחָה‎) and Greek proskunéō (προσκυνέω)). 

The concept of prostrating oneself does not seem very common in western culture. Perhaps it is because of our egalitarian bent that is uncomfortable with the idea of bowing to authority.  But it is not an uncommon thing in Thailand. For example, one would not go into the presence of the King with one's head held high, especially not higher than the head of the King.

The same is true in the religious culture. It is a common sight to see Buddhist worshipers bowing as they offer incense or prayers to Buddha. Even the term that Christians usually use to translate worship, namatsakan (นมัสการ) means to prostrate oneself as a way of showing humility and respect. Yet even in Thai Christian circles, the concept of namatsakan or worship has become confused with singing.

It's not that we can't worship in song, but worship is more than that. Jesus said, "God is spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth." (John 4:24) So if we don't come to God with a humble spirit, you might say that our worship (singing) is not truly worship.

The Heart of Worship
Matt Redman

(Verse 1)
When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

   I'll bring You more than a song
   For a song in itself
   Is not what You have required
   You search much deeper within
   Through the way things appear
   You're looking into my heart

      I'm coming back to the heart of worship
      And it's all about You, it's all about You, Jesus
      I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
      When it's all about You, it's all about You, Jesus

(Verse 2)
King of endless worth
No one could express
How much you deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath!


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Worshipers at Wat Sothon Wararam Worawihan






Friday, April 17, 2020

Storms of Life

Recently I got word from friends that the air quality was so bad where they lived in Thailand that, even with an air purifier going, they were only able to get the pollution levels down to the lower side of hazardous—inside the house.

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Smoky air in Northern Thailand


We are currently living in California. Some areas are notorious for air pollution. I remember when we moved here, we heard about this mountain range to the east they called the Sierras. I thought they were telling a joke.

Kern River Oil Field March 1997
Smog above the oilfields in Kern County


In both these cases, intentional human activities are the cause of the pollution. In Thailand it is people burning forests so that they can harvest a few mushrooms or burning their fields to control weeds. In California, the pollution tends to be from industrial sources or automobiles.

Recently, we had a big rainstorm come through where we are living in California. Storms can be scary things. There can be flash floods, which may result in death or injury. Winds can be violent and destructive. Sometimes, even lightning itself can be hazardous.

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Storm over the Gulf of Thailand


One time I was hiking in the Sierras and a sudden storm cam up with hail and rain. Lightning was coming down all around us—which is especially scary when you are above tree line and you are one of the tallest things around.

Sometimes, after a storm though, we get to see a rainbow. In the rainbow we remember the promise of God never again to destroy the earth with a flood.


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Rainbow in Fresno

The nice things about storms is that they have a cleansing effect on the atmosphere. I remember after one of our first rainstorms in the Central Valley, California, I looked out the window and thought, "when did they install those mountains?"

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Sierra Nevada Mountains views from Fresno

In the Bible we read about several storms. One of the earliest involves a man named Jonah who hops on a boat to take him far away from where is supposed to go. A big storm comes up, and the sailors all fear for their lives. Jonah knows it's his fault the storm is happening. So he tells the crew to throw him overboard (Jonah 1:12), which they were reluctant to do, but eventually they did anyway. (Ever wonder why Jonah didn't just jump overboard? That's another lesson.) God arranges for Jonah a special, private, two-night cruise in a marine-world yacht.

In another story we read about Jesus and his disciples crossing the sea of Galilee and a storm comes up. The poor fisherman can barely keep up with bailing the water out of the boat, but Jesus is sleeping peacefully. The disciples wake Jesus up, thinking he doesn't care about their situation, but he does care, and he tells the storm to shut up--and it does. (Matthew 8:23-27; Mark 4:35-41; Luke 8:22-25)

(I always wondered why Jesus did it that way. He could have just told the disciples to go to sleep, that God would care for them through the storm as well. Could you imagine the story the next day. "We got caught in this huge storm and we thought we were going to drown. Jesus was asleep so we woke Him up and asked him to help us. He just told us not to be afraid and have faith and trust God. Then He went back to sleep. All of a sudden a big wave comes up, it's so huge that when it crashes over the boat, the boat is full of water up to the gunwales. Jesus is still sleeping, but now He was under water. The boat should have capsized, but it didn't. But God miraculously carried us through the storm and we all made it safely to shore.")

There is a third storm that we read about in Acts 27. Paul is one of several prisoners traveling on a ship that gets caught up in a storm. Eventually, the waves toss the ship into some rocks and is is broken to pieces. Miraculously, everyone survives and no one is even hurt. And this was in the days before they had airbags to protect them.

Three different storms with three different kinds of results.

Last week I was reflecting on suffering—the storms of life. It was passion week, the week when Jesus himself had to undergo great suffering.

On a previous occasion the Devil had given Jesus opportunity to come out as Messiah-King (Matthew 4:9). And on another occasion the people were ready to make Jesus King (John 6:15). And yet again on Palm Sunday there was yet another opportunity for Jesus to seize the throne and proclaim Himself as Messiah-King.

And He could have done it. On Palm Sunday; Jesus could have called upon legions of angels and he could have seized the throne and declared Himself Messiah-King.

But then, where would our hope of forgiveness and salvation be?

Jesus knew that the way to glory was the way of the cross. There were no shortcuts. Jesus chose the way of the suffering. And just like a rainstorm can wash away pollution, when Jesus passed through the storm of suffering, He was able to open the way for the world to be cleansed from the pollution of sin.

Our lives can be filled with all kinds of storms. Breakups of relationships. Death of a loved one. Illness. Childlessness. Theft. Hunger. Disease. Loss of home. Loss of a job. We don't like storms. We'd rather have our lives free of them. Sometimes Jesus rescues us from the storm, as in the case with the disciples, and sometimes we have to pass through the storm.

But even if we have to pass through the storm, Jesus will be in the boat with us. We read in Isaiah 43:2:

 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you;
 when you walk through fire you shall not be burned,
and the flame shall not consume you.  

Even the famous Psalm 23 alludes to this in verse 4:

Even though I walk
  through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
  for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
  they comfort me.

Storms can have a cleansing effect on us. They can refine our character. We read in Romans 5:3-5: Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope.

And so sometimes for us there are no shortcuts. Our character is often refined by our suffering. As the road to glory for Jesus was through the cross, sometimes God is glorified by our suffering and perhaps even our death.

Currently, the whole world is caught up in a storm called COVID-19. We wonder what will happen to us in the midst of this storm. Is there a shortcut that doesn't involve suffering? Do we get rescued from it or do we have to pass through it? Will I end up being drawn closer to God or will I push God away? When it is all said and done, will I be better or bitter?

Already, our lives are messed up. We cannot do the things we came back to North America to do. And now we are unable to get back to our home in Thailand. We were supposed to arrive there today, but now we don't know when we will go back. This is hard on us. But our suffering is not nearly what  others have to deal with.

My prayer is that, however I have to pass through this storm, God will be glorified through my life.